The Pusher Man

 

        THE PUSHER MAN    

     he’s an old-ish bloke
     and a bit scrubby
     looks like he needs a shave and a haircut
     but probably always does
     even after having a shave and a haircut    

     they arrive together at the lights
     she on her morning walk
     him at the handles of a baby pusher
     and they wait
     just the two of them    

     the baby pusher is empty
     except for a well-worn towel
     and she casts an eye, a glance, curious
     can’t help herself, has to ask
     but smiling
     you haven’t lost a baby somewhere...?
     but he doesn’t smile back
     not one of those people like her
     who seek out the ridiculous
     craft it into a laugh between strangers    

     I use ta havva dog he says
     but the dog died
     so I got a cat
     but the cat buggered off
     so now it’s me walking frame
     cos me legs are stuffed
     but still doesn’t smile
     because...
     because life is serious
     and the button beeps and the lights change
     and he shuffles off    

     she sees him in the arcade
     steering his baby-less dog-less cat-less pusher
     into the bottle shop
     humps a slab of beer
     into that baby-less and dog-less and cat-less space
     and throws the towel over it
     like it’s some sort of private men’s business
     and heads back out the way he came
     passes her with eyes somewhere else
     on purpose    

                  T.R.E. 2020

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